2010.01.21 Faults

00:28

'Faults thou hast'
he remembered the god saying
while he was heading
to the dust.

He recalled
life say "ceci n'est pas une pipe*":
representation -
that is life.

00:40
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* The Treachery of Images

2010.01.05 (c) The Blind Man who Started to See

He was very amazed to see
that the smell of freshness was green,
that the springtime chirps were red,
that the touch of soft was white.

But blue turned he when he found space has limits.

~9.00

2010.01.05 (b) Artificial

I've tried to seem
instead of being;
to play the clown
instead of being funny;
to squeeze and unleash the tear
instead of feeling;
to...

Never a he, never himself,
but always a neutron
amongst planets of electrons and protons,
assimilated.

~9.00

2010.01.05 (a) The Atom and the Energy

Once upon a time there was
a kid
who couldn't gaze beyond the netty walls
of the atom.
His brothers had arrived at the gates
of the molecules
whilst most of their parents had met
the energy
and the soul.

~09.00

2009.12.21 vs-bcn; bcn-vs

19:43

1 In torment more, in torment less,
2 J'ascend et je descend sans cesse,
3 The newborn spat in a new nest
4 Ou les dieux veulent qu'il reste.

5 Absolute pleasures has he chased,
6 Les petites drames ne l'intéressent
7 pas. A work in square and sphere embraced,
8 Douze - Oh, déjà je le déteste!

9 In nothingness he'd like to rest.
10Il se dit "c'est burlesque".

11Un insatisfait a lui-même complaisant
12Qui change la poésie avec l'argent?

20:18

2009.11.16-17 Altrament / Other way / Otramente / Altfel / Autrement

23:00

I look and cannot see,
I speak and talk and I don't say;
seràs i no estaràs
en cap lloc
sobre el mapa del meu jo -
un camp d'afectes,
un camp on la meva inquietud pastura.

I començo des del fi,
dic "ara", després ahir,
per tant - per què?
per què no acabem al principi?
per què no quedem sols?
per què pugem?
per què hi ha aquest per què?
digué el cervell penjat
en la terra del rat-penat.

00:33

2009.11.14 Menos que mas / Más "de vez" que "en cuando"

16:00 Ahir (13 nov) fou un dia quan vaig aprendre que el valencià és: sigui la mateixa cosa que el català, sigui una part/dialecte/variant del català, si voleu *; que aquí la gent diu "Bona nit" com un procediment del silenci sepulcral; diu "Buenos días" com un comiat, a menys per uns dies; a Barcelona el matí dura fins les dues, la tarda fins les 8 [una mica sense perspectiva en comparació amb "3/4 de (no se quant)", oi?]; que no haig de preparar tant la forma de l'expressió, sinó mes el contingut; per això, no importa tant si "aquesta paraula existeix" mentre sigui compresa.

16:00 Yesterday (13th of Nov) was a day that I learnt the Valencian is: either the same thing as Catalan, or a part/dialect/variant of the Catalan, if you wish *; that here people say "Bona nit" as an anticipation of the tomb-like silence; that they say "Buenos dias" as a farewell, at least for several days; that in Barcelona the mornings end at 2 PM, the afternoons at 8 PM [a little without perspective compared to the "tres quarts de nou e.g." (which means "3/4 an hour of 9"= 8.45), huh?]; that I am not supposed to prepare so much the form of the expression, but the content; therefore, it doesn't matter a lot if "this word exists" as long as it is understood.

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*cosa que s'explica pel fet que no sé quin
gobern vol amagar la dimensió efectiva
de Catalunya.
*that can be explained by the fact I don't
know which government/other form of
power wants to hide the actual dimension
of Catalonia.