2008.08.23 pissing out my worry

23 aug 2008 (1:48 - 2:38 AM)

Do you think that I'm happy
Joking and cheering and laughing at the crowd?
Do you think that I'm alright
When my guitar is trilling and I'm singing so loud?

Do I look satisfied
While routine keeps us still?
And am I so fulfilled
When I drank all to the bottom?

So I ain't so content though
When I piss out my worry,
And I throw my concern through the window,
And then I recall my glory.

...And my past times were blissful
And I wipe them away?
Did I become ungrateful
So I can't taste today?/ I can't taste even today?

Or how's that till the end
To be able to seize
Every moment, no repent,
So I be happy again with ease?

There's one thing I've been learning:
Not to give a fuck to what's fading,
Which you wont't actually save
When you go to the grave./ When your home is your grave.

I don't care 'bout your ordinary thoughts
Led by prejudice, you're subdued.
People behave one by one like robots,
So ask them 'Know what life is (about © Andrei O.), dude?'

To live's not to be
To live is to squeeze all that you're given,
To seek adventure to insanity,
To lick (embrace) all borders of your Heaven!